"I never saw it coming."
"Everything seemed alright."
When they see what I've done to myself there'll be no surprise that I didn't last the night.
I'm tired of the nights outnumbering the days. I'm tired of perfect memory's relentless sting. I'm so tired of how old shadows cling to my hands, to my eyes, to everything. Every day I survive is an unforgivable crime against nature. Each breath I draw is a spit-laced insult to the natural order.
No pill will right me. No surgery will fix me. All I'll ever be is an experiment gone awry in chemistry.
I wake and my heart breaks, so disappointed that I did.
I wake disappointed that I did.
credits
from YOU ARE NOWHERE,
released February 11, 2022
Produced, mixed, and mastered by Randy LeBoeuf
Guitar: Rafe Holmes
Bass, noise, additional production: Randy LeBoeuf
Drums: Matt Guglielmo
Vocals/lyrics/photography: Rob Fusco
Fusing ’90s metalcore, ’00s vaporwave, and ’20s cybergrind, the Texans' debut showcases an unprecedented unholy trinity. Bandcamp New & Notable May 17, 2023